Esme. 1991 model from the UK. Animal Behaviour and Welfare student; I'm a crazy dog lady with petrolhead tendencies and perpetual social anxiety. Taken and in an LDR.This is a post-whatever-I-feel-like-posting blog, possibly NSFW.
You and everyone you know will die some day. Think about that for a minute. Be kind to those who deserve it and don't let the rest of the bastards get you down. Peace.
do you ever go to bed and you’re lying awake in the middle of the night and suddenly you start laughing because of something you saw on the internet today and then you’re sad because you realise you’re laughing alone in bed thinking about the internet
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#fuck
I keep getting the strong urge to cut little chunks out of my skin with some scissors. Not slice with a blade, but little chunks. It’s joined the ongoing urge I have to slice my stomach open and watch my guts fall out (which I will never do, I’ve just become obsessed by the idea).
I must’ve been clean for 2 months now but revision stress is giving me itchy fingers and there’s always something triggering on tumblr; I don’t really need that atm. Missed a solid 5-10mins of the film I watched tonight (Avengers) because I saw blood and starting thinking about SI again. In all honesty I miss it but I’m trying to stay clean not just for me but for my boyfriend, he’s supportive and hasn’t judged or demeaned me in the slightest but it concerns him, sweet boy.
At the moment I’m fighting it quite well I think but have decided to:
a) See a counsellor should I end up doing it again.
b) Go on tumblr hiatus until exams are over.
c) Really knuckle down with revision from now on.
Tonight is my LAST night on here until June 14th. I’ll be missing it.
#self injury #hiatus #personal
you’re not allowed to like the things i like because i hate you
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